Senin, 22 Oktober 2018

Dreams

They tried to touch me.
They looked angry with me

An old man, like a homeless, suddenly came to my room. I was sleeping. But then I realized his presence. I was so scared. He's so real. It's less than a meter away from me. The old man didn't let me go. He held me so tight. He did not speak at all. Just standing and holding me from distance. But it's like he was holding my body so tight that I could not move. Even it's difficult for me to breathe. I didn't pray at that time, I just tried to fight and set myself free from his power. I did it, but so exhausted.

The old woman was worse.
She wanted to attack me. Why? Okay...In my dream, I saw "me" had a relationship with her, I think it's been a long time. But then I was getting bored because she always turned into an old woman whenever it's only two of us in a room. But she could change as a young lady whenever there were a lot of people; my friends. I think she used (dark) magic for that. Then, I decided to leave her by flirting with other girls in front of her (as a young lady). I was in a room full with my friends. I tried to get close to my girl friends. They felt uncomfortable. They thought I acted weird. But I just tried to go from that monster. Then, that woman went out. Couple minutes later, my friend looked scared calling me "she wants you to meet her outside". I was so scared. I opened the door, then I was shocked. She was in the form of an old woman!! She was with her friend, old too. But that old woman looked really really angry. I just closed the door, and I couldn't move from a bed. She came and tried to catch me. I realized that it's a dream, then I started praying. Then the door changed into a curtain and in front of it there's a cupboard. Just exactly the same as what I'm facing right now in my bedroom. Really really looked real. I couldn't stop praying. She tried to move from my dream into my real situation, real life. She pushed so hard. But I prayed even louder. After several Bapa Kami and Salam Maria. It's gone. And I could wake up. But still, praying.

Do they want to say/deliver something? If it's yes, I can't help them because I'm too scared. Couple years ago, they came through voices. But now, they show up. The whole body. Even it really looked real. I'm still scared.

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