Numb

 It's just another incredible June. It feels like I have a Deja Vu. I've been here before, and I'm here again. 

There's no significant difference, but I feel numb now. I don't even understand what I actually feel. Just numb. Am I sad? or angry? disappointed? tired? or frustrated? I just feel numb. That's it.
I can still laugh, though. Like nothing happens. Is this normal? LOL.

For some reason, I hope this numbness won't fade away. 

Let me be numb, let me be someone who still can face the world even if in the worst place..